Billy's sitting in the sun right now, and I'm listening to WFMU, and thought I'd take a quick break to write.
I had lots of dreams last night. Two I remember.
1) I kept trying to pee, and couldn't. And I was really worried, since I know what that's like - I couldn't pee when I first got herpes, and it's really a horrible feeling. Luckily after a while I woke up, and though I didn't feel so much like I had to pee, I got up and did it just to reassure myself that I could.
2)I have a meeting every Wednesday at 7:30 AM. M's not here and even though I set an alarm, I guess I worried. Because I had a dream I woke up at 9:15. I had missed my meeting! My mom was there and I was crying to her, but then all of a sudden it was that I had missed getting to high school. I tried to figure out what to wear, and time kept going by, and it was raining out, and by the time I was ready and wanted someone to take me to school, it was already lunchtime. My dad showed up for lunch (don't know if he ever did that in real life) and kissed my mom, and went somewhere. So I was convinced there was no point in going to school, though I did miss an art class which I could not make up. Then there were a whole bunch of people around and we sort of had a party.
It was nice to see my dad in a dream. He was his younger self that I have in old photos. What's interesting is that I only remember him kissing my mom once, and so it was kind of weird to see him kissing her in the dream. I remember thinking to myself in the dream, so that's when he kisses her! When he comes home for lunch and I'm at school.
Billy has now moved into the other room in the sun. Just thought you'd want the update.