Thursday, November 14, 2013

whoa no, woe know

Was sitting down to write a woe email, and Billy comes up on my lap. It's hard to feel down when you have a purring cat standing on your lap, and he expects you to hug him. Squeeze the air out of his lungs through his smelly mouth. Hold him against you while he purrs and breathes weirdly. Leans into you.

Annnnddd... off he goes.

So now, woe was I?  ha.

Interesting that I'm being tested this week.  No therapist appointment. No computer monitor because Dell is a pain in the beehind. No M to talk to (he's sick). And no friend at work to walk with at lunch. I have to survive on my own. And it's a little difficult. The thoughts of 'so this is what my life is like?'  when so many others are doing so much more. And it's only a 4 day work week for me!  A three day weekend was great. I hate the thought that I am just trying to make it through the day, make it through the week. Ugh. Never thought I'd live my life like that.

Yeah well. Here we are. Gotta get some changes in attitude since the change in latitude won't happen any time soon.


laura b. said...

Aw, Billy :) Wow, this does sound like a test. When I have too much alone time I tend to fall apart a bit. Too much introspection kills me. I know that isn't healthy...but I feel what you're saying.

Churlita said...

I say, read a really good book. That's what I do when my brain starts straying to its darker corners.

Bobby said...

Yeah, it's pretty hard to be in a bad mood when there's a cat radiating love intensely.

I'm having one of those and then the question surfaces: where will the happiness come from today...what is happiness...all that stuff. I just keep moving from task to task. And put some music on. Sea and Cake, to be exact.

Vlad Steven said...

Heeeeyyy!!! Saludos. :P

Vlad Steven said...

Heeeeyyy!!! Saludos!!! :P

NoRegrets said...

Laura, don't feel! :-)
Churlita, it's hard for me to put a good book down though, and then I'm spending all my time on that.
Bobby - gotta look up Sea and Cake. Wait, are those separate or one? Huh.... one. I'll listen.
Vlad - HI!