Focus!

So, the whole possibility of a half time thing is driving me to distraction. First I feel I want/need it, then I go crazy with the three people I work with/for and would be happy to be done with it. And the times I'm interested in it, I have the president of this organization telling me of all the people she's thinking of to replace me ("oh, you just need someone with good organizational skills"). Or, I have one of my directors making the mistake of copying and 'enemy' about what scheming is going on behind the scenes. UGH! I mustn't worry and just go about my business, which is spending almost every free moment getting M's place ready. I am very tired of moving shit, packing shit, cleaning shit, sorting shit, and craiglisting shit. But, it will all be over before I know it.