Tuesday, April 24, 2012


I'm not so sure how I like this new Blogger format. Kinda annoying to learn a new system. Ah well, there are worse things in life. HOW DO YOU MAKE PARAGRAPHS?? So, a job seeking friend is going through some really nasty depression. It's so hard to hear it because in the end I know he has to help himself. I try to check in though, but sometimes it makes me depressed to listen to how depressed he is. So, I went out for a run and smelled the roses. Beautiful. I called him initially to potentially pass on to him a 3-month consultancy offer I had received. My reason I gave him started off vague (though part of it is that he really truly needs it more than me), but then I said that I didn't know what my life was going to be like in the next couple months since the guy I moved here with was moving out. And, immediately smacked myself virtually in the head. I really sometimes struggle with what to tell people. I don't want to ignore stuff, but really, there are different stories to be told to different people, and I feel I get them wrong way too often. I told my brother and sister in law about M moving out, and she wrote that he was so nice though... Of course he is. I wouldn't be with him otherwise. Sigh. I really don't know where I'm going to live and I'll need a job to get a place. And I think of handing over a consultancy to someone. Duh. Interview tomorrow for a potentially very boring job. Did I mention this before? If so, excuse the lapse. But keeping on the bright side from hereonin. Last night played softball with the place I'm temping at right now. It was a lot of fun! OK, work.


laura b. said...

I can relate to that feeling of not being sure how much really needs to be shared and when.
Anyway, I hope your depressed friend has sought professional help.

Good luck with your interview tomorrow...I think :)

Mel said...

I'm going to hope the interview went well.
And I'm going to tell ya to hit the enter key to start a new paragraph.....or.....maybe not. LOL

Change sometimes SUCKS until we test it out and discover the cool things that come with it.

(I'll keep repeating that until I believe it....LOL)

Churlita said...

I'm sorry to hear about M. I hope you guys are both happier in your new situations and good luck on the job search!

Tara said...

Maybe the potentially boring job will turn into something not-so-boring! It's a great sign that you are on interviews. That's one step closer to getting a job, and you deserve one that you really love.