Shoulda woulda coulda

Didn't.
- make dinner tonight
- apply for the job I should apply to
- patch the wall by the window

Instead, went climbing with the ex. All the way home as I'm biking, I'm trying to figure out if I really want to. If I should. How do I feel? And I figured I'd go, and make it short. Got to hear about his trip. Climbing 8 days in a row. Literally. See, he's a crazy man!

Did.
- went out Friday night with my two guy friends who hear me snort the most, because they both make me laugh. The beers helped. And being able to be crude with them helps too. OK, so I had a little too much - we all did. And I had on a stretchy dress. And D was showing us clothes in his trunk he was getting rid of. And I was practically dared to take my dress off. I didn't. But I did lift it up to my neck, in part because it really didn't make a difference. I mean I had more clothing on than wearing a bikini, and very un-exciting underwear. That was my reasoning at the time. Then, as they are headed of to their cars and mine is a bit away, I realize, oh, I'm not at the beach and I am in the middle of a parking lot. So, I had one of them walk me to my car to be safe.
- On the train ride to Sacramento, I was wearing a top from the long trip. I think I had spilled things on it at least 3 times. Nasty. So, on the train, at the end of the car, I changed my shirt.

I'm not crazy at all.
Ha!