Thursday, May 20, 2010

High Anxiety

Can't sleep.
- I haven't had my anti-anxiety meds in two days. Can it really be making this much of a difference? Or is it all in my head? Har.
- We're juggling the two residences. We decided on one and now he's decided he's no longer chatty. Arg
- I just gotta let it go. But I don't want to lose both!!!! To me it's clear we're stalling on both. People aren't stupid. OK, we were stalling. Now I just need a piece of info from one and he's not answering. Arg. Letting it go. Letting it go.

Now I will go and try and sleep. Friend coming into town for a day to help me paint. Now THAT's dedication. Or silliness.


Tara said...

That lack of response isn't making the anxiety any better, I'm sure. I know I used to be like that - didn't answer some emails, and then realized how frustrating it is on the other end. So I try, I really do.

laura b. said...

I can't imagine not being anxious in your current position, meds or none.

Churlita said...

It seems totally natural to me. I hope you start feeling better soon.

NoRegrets said...

Deep breaths is what I need.