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So, biking home yesterday all of a sudden my pedals wouldn't go forward. I could backpedal, but no forward movement. So had to walk the last 1/3 home. How embarassing to be all geared up and be seen walking up a measly little hill. I could coast down the hills but that's it. Grandma riding a bike.

My mood changed yesterday, and it's moved into today. And not sure if it's a condition or a state of mind. It's very very odd. Things are weird at work, and you know my personal life is always weird, but it's not too too bad now. I ripped up some English Ivy before taking my bike to be fixed, and normally that helps me since I hate English Ivy, but it didn't do too too much for my mood.

Good news was that I was sitting on the couch eating a bad dinner (cheese and cracker and orange juice), and after an hour I took my blood pressure, and it was 119/71, which is damn amazing let me tell you. I've been watching it not so closely since I took myself off bp medication in December. It's sometimes high (130/84) but this is the lowest I've seen it.

Part of my problem is that I'm pressured to be funny since Saturday. Long story, but man, it's hard to be funny all the time. Hard to be funny half the time! Gotta be zen about it. But it makes me not want to post here because I feel I need to be entertaining here too. But that's crap - as is this post (ha... no, just kidding. it is what it is).

Oh, another good thing that happened is that I had a dream and my dad was in it. Of course, in the dream he was just a ghost, so it wasn't like I was interacting with him. He just appeared on a sofa and looked at me, but then disappeared.

OK, so I spewed a little. Gotta find solutions to issues that arise/have arisen.